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| Case in point |
I'm 5'11 which gives other people the impression that I am thinner than I am, or that I "couldn't possibly fit into a large." It has always given me the impression, however, that I am gigantic.
When I see other tall girls I think they look self assured, graceful and beautiful. When I think of myself I think I'm like a boy only with dragging knuckles and more curves. I mostly feel gangly and awkward especially when I'm standing next to female friends who always look so...feminine?
Anyway this is too much information. Mostly I've never tried hard to stay the way I am, mostly just skipped meals, and sporadically exercised. It has been crossing my mind lately, however, that my metabolism will eventually slow down and I'd best lose all the weight I can before that happens. Maybe though, I'll finally grow an ass.
